( For those who don’t know, Rainie’s parents got divorced when she was around 15.. When her dad left them, he also left a huge debt due to failed bussiness attempts (around 5 million yuan ) which lists her mom as guarantor.. Her mom even had to work as a maid for a while..Rainie also moved houses numerous times coz they couldn’t afford the rent..)
Yang Mama wrote something about her daughter in Rainie’s and Wanwan’s book “Fun Fun”. It was quite touching..( See posted pics. )
Credit :Translation :rainbowie @ SMART - english
Since young, Rainie had been an ugly duckling, her grandma doesn’t dote on her, and her father doesn’t love her. Moreover, she loves to cry a lot. Thus, she’s always scolded as jinx by her father, saying that her crying brought bad luck to the family. But she likes to stick to her father, and then her father will criticize her saying things like ugly people cause trouble etc.
I’m afraid to hurt her little heart and mind, thus, I always brainwash her, telling her how pretty and adorable she is. Therefore, she always thought that she is beautiful. ( Rainie isn’t pretty when she was younger). Before her secondary two (grade8), she has always been a happy child, good grades, cheerful, straightforward, righteously fierce, she has confidence in whatever she does.
She entered the ebiz at the age of 16, as she grows, ugly duckling becomes a swan. She becomes pretty but at the same time, she loses her confidence and happiness! At her young age, she stepped on this colourful stage, being straightforward and not knowing about the rules to handle people, with the failed EQ of hers, she’s always rumoured as a bad person, and people always have misconceptions of her. Her friends in the ebiz are very few because she was hurt several times,. She had to take the rumours about her, yet she never ever criticized or revealed those who have hurt and attacked her on shows and media. She only shows her sadness to me at home.
I remember there were several instances when she’s home from work, I’ll sit on the toilet bowl to accompany her to wash off her make-up, listening to what happened her day. Sometimes, while recounting her day at work, she will suddenly burst into tears and start crying and will say, she doesn’t want to be an artist anymore, not because she’s scared of the hard work, but because she can’t take the misunderstandings and gossips which uglify her, her stress is that BIG! However, everytime after she cries, after she had vented her anger and frustrations, she’ll dry her tears and tell me that she will not give up. She wants to be an artist. It is her interest and dream, more importantly, it’s because she wants to repay the debts for the family. After experiences and training through time, she slowly matured and she learned to handle things better, she also has a better perspective towards those negative comments, misconceptions, etc. She believes that they can understand her sooner or later, it is most important to show her capabilities, I’m glad that she finally grew up.
Mommy have many things to tell you: I’m glad that God gave me such a great daughter, without your selfless contribution to our family, the three of us may still be living in a small house, leading poor lives. Sorry that mommy is so useless, I can’t give you and your sister a perfect family and home, causing you to sacrifice your youth to work all the time just to ensure that your sister and I lead a good life. I am very satisfied already, very grateful to you! You don’t have to worry for me and your sister anymore, you must think more for yourself, love yourself more, mommy’s only hope and wish is that you can be happy.
Okay? Mommy loves you.